Archive for August, 2007

Wat a life is….hem….

Monday, August 6th, 2007

There has been two months since I have started my PhD…And since that, I have confront with every single problems which messy up my life….I don’t know why…..Everyday I go to the library, search for journals but at the end of the day, what I end up here? Nothing…nothing seems to fit to my research….What is happen actually? I feel lost…..stress…..And it is very tuff…….huh….

A lecturer ever told me that “doing PhD is not as easy as what you have thought…..as what you have count on ABC…..the journey towards it is not a wonderful life and you will see only a darkness along the road….you may give up…..But remember……once you complete your study, success is always sweet…You deserved the title Dr.’s as what you have gone through….And to get to it, u need morally and spiritually support”

I admit that my family has become my first priority as they would do anything for their daughters….I can’t pay for their sacrifice……I love them more than anything else in this worlds……

But sometimes I feel as I can’t go for it! But I know I need it too and I will…And that what a life is, isn’t it?

And above all, to Almighty God, May Allah s.w.t blessing me, my family……May Allah give me the lights, strengths and ways along the darkness journey so that I can complete my PhD within three years…Amin….